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Louis

I sat down with my crossword puzzle in my lap, I had nothing better to do with my life.

I tapped my pen on the coffee stained page, hmmmmm.

What's a twelve lettered city in Australia?

My puzzled thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door, who could that be at 11pm at night?

"Hey louisssss" whyyyyyy?

Amelia hadn't been around for a while now and then BAMM, she turns up! I'm not up for this at the moment.

"Amelia, now is not the best time to come around.." I wanted to just close the door in her face but I couldn't bring myself to become a jerk

"I'm sure it is" she pushed through an made herself at home

she placed her spiked purse on the kitchen bench, and clicked her heels on the tiles, she tapped her black claw shaped nails on her phone screen and acted as if she had just gotten home from work

"Amelia. Please?" I was hoping she would know what I was talking about

"Louis, I'll only be here for a bit, and besides my room mate brought a 'friend' home and they starting getting it on.

She said everything so freely like nothing really mattered to her, I wouldn't be surprised if it didn't

"So where's the chick?" The chick??

"The chick? Kaylee is in her room, she's been having a down couple of days and would prefer to be by herself." I didn't want Amelia to go and bother her as I could feel the tension between them, they obviously disliked each other

Amelia scurried off to the bathroom and I quickly checked on Kaylee

Kaylee's voice boomed out of the silence "why is she here?" She was cozy under her blankets and she didn't look too crash hot, she needed to be by herself

"I tried to get rid of her and I will, I promise." I went back into the living room to make sure Amelia didn't do anything stupid

"Your place is so boring Lou, let's go out tonight!" What? No!

"You've got to be kidding me?" I rolled my eyes at the rebellious sexy girl standing in front of me.

"I wouldn't have said it otherwise." Yep, knew she'd say that.

I sat down and pretended she never even bring it up but avoiding something like this isn't easy, especially with someone like her

"Come on Lou, you need to get out, you seem like your becoming your old self again! You need to live a little!" She was right, as much as I hate to admit it, but she was.

I thought about it...

"No Amelia." I was so close to giving in but I can't be weak, I have to stand up for myself

"Okay, suit yourself" thank god, was she leaving now?

"That means I'll just stay here and we can have some fun!" No.

"No, Kaylee is resting, just go home, please?" I'm trying to make this all seem calm

"Who cares? She's laying in bed. It's not like she's going to go get out straight away and end her life on drugs or something? Take a chill pill Louis." Pills, never would I want to do that again

"No. Leave." I was beginning to become stern as I am sick of letting people walk all over me

"Okay, your loss though!" She left with a smirk and I had a feeling that this was definitely not the last time I would see her.

Kaylee

I finally put my legs out of my bed on to the soft carpet, I was ready to get up and restart my life

I wanted a new image, one that says 'I'm an individual, I do what I want'

I pulled on my nirvana shirt and some ripped skinny jeans, my nails were freshly painted black and I slipped on my favourite combat boots

How does it sound? Not bad?

I didn't want to keep my self trapped in here but I didn't want to go out to Louis because he would watch me like a hawk from now on ever since the other night

Why did it have to happen to me?

I pulled up my window and whipped my head out the window into the cool fresh air

The leaves were falling and the sky was gloomy, I was so tired and I had already been sleeping for the whole day and standing for about 2 minutes

I sat on my bed and plugged in my ear phones, I began listening to blink-182 the best band out of them all

I closed my eyes and listened to the perfect lyrics of one of the best songs, ever

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

That song kept me sane, it made me happy, but then I cry sometimes because the lyrics bring back memories

I wish people understood me, I hate how I can't be myself, especially around the ones I love most

Whatever the circumstances are, I won't change who I am, not even for Louis.

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Oops. Crappy chapter