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Louis

I watched Kaylee's face intensely and investigated her feelings, I knew she was hurting, I was watching her break and I couldn't do anything, I was too late

Kaylee told me about Harry and... well she told me what he did, I wish I wasn't so weak, I would try and track him down although this is America

"And that's what happened..." She was being so strong, she didn't let one tear slip, although I knew she wanted to

"I wish I could do something about it.. Why didn't you tell me Kaylee?" I was hurt that she didn't come to me straight away, but I guess I was being a jerk before she had left to go out

"I just thought that you would over react, but I could blame you for doing so if that's what had happened, let's just forget about it and put It behind us, there's no point getting upset about it of it's happened and there's no turning back" she was right

"Tell me straight away if anything bad happened to you like this again, okay?" I wanted to know about these situations so I could be a good boyfriend and not just sit around doing nothing

"Okay, I will" I wasn't convinced, she was always a private person

"Promise?" I wanted to make sure that she wanted me to be there for her

"I promise."

I embraced her in a gentle and passionate hug, I could tell she was still hurting, but I didn't want to get too much in her face

I let her out of my arms and instantly missed her presence

Kaylee had her first live performance in years at a local theatre tonight, she has been rehearsing for a while now and I'm so proud of her, she doesn't seem one bit nervous at all, that's why I love her

"So are you all prepared for tonight?" I knew she would do great, and I don't want to psych her out of it

"Yep, I'm more ready then ever" that's my girl

"I know you'll ace it babe"

"Will you be there Lou?" I wouldn't miss it for the world!

"My camera and I will be there at 7:00pm sharp, I promise!" She smiled sweetly at me

But I still can't get over the fact how she makes me the happiest man in the world, I never thought I would be this happy again, I do have my down days caused by my diagnosed depression, which I am thinking of getting anti depressant pills for, but besides that I am a pretty happy chappy lately, I feel like nothing can bring me down, although there is always something that does, right?

I fiddled with my phone for a while just going through my social network, when a text popped up

It read "It's not over"

Oh no, Amelia.

I didn't reply just for the sake of making it worse. I thought I got rid of her? But when you think about it when can you really get rid of anyone as bad as her?

I know that Kaylee and I promised I be honest with each other, but this would just freak her out and get her all worried and she probably wouldn't even be able to do her performance tonight, and if she doesn't she much just miss a big opportunity for her acting, who knows?

I decided to keep it to myself, I mean, what harm could it do?

Kaylee

I was really proud of myself for not chickening out for tonight, the performance was only one hour away, and I was at the venue warming up.

I thought telling Louis would've been much harder then it was, and he took it pretty well, wow he has really changed since we got together, but I have myself too

I did some stretches and listened to 'wishing well' by blink-182

It was really motivational for me, even though the words in the chorus are a bit sad but it's an upbeat song and that's what I like, well it depends on what mood I'm in

There were a few girls and guys from school in this performance that were quite blunt toward me, because they had to work very hard for their positions, and they had auditioned for my part, but I got the lead role as soon as I went back to school and many people are not impressed with that, but who can blame them? I'd feel the same way towards myself, if I was in their positions

Although everyone tends to just hate me anyway

I was stretching my legs when a girl flew past me and almost knocked me over, the point of her and others hating me, is now proven.

I brushed it off like it meant nothing, I'm going to do my best tonight, they are just jealous, and I'm sure they are not going to push me over on stage because that would just ruin the whole show

I was a little nervous because of Louis though, only that little one thing, he's just never seen me perform before and it's quite nerve racking because he's going to be filming the whole show

"Okay boys and girls! Get backstage, it's show time!" My director's ear piercing voice echoed through the dressing rooms, it's time

I tip toed to my position backstage first, as I was first on stage

I walked into the centre of the stage and waited a few seconds for the lights to come on

Immediately I spotted Louis

Now the pressure is on