Chaos|فوضى

No matter what they say

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You are too fat and you are too thin.
You are too big and you are too small.
You are too happy and you are too sad.
You laugh too much and you are sad too often.
You are too loud and you are too quiet.
You talk too much and you are too shy.
You are too crazy and you are too boring.
You are too stressed and you are way too calm.
These are things that the people around me tell me.

My parents, my brother, my friends, even strangers who see me on the street.
But why do you say that? Are people so dissatisfied with me?
Yes, I laugh because I'm happy and yes, I cry because I'm sad.

I'm angry and stressed and calm and sometimes very loud.
I talk a lot and I listen well. I am an open person and sometimes I am rather shy.
But why is that so bad? Why is it so bad that I am me?