Chaos|فوضى

Sad

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Do you sometimes feel sad and lonely?
Like others don't understand you?
You smile, but you wanna cry?
You talk, but you wanna be quiet?
You pretend like you wanna be happy, but you just aren't?
Feeling like a person that everyone replaces after a while?
That feeling when you're not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty?
Do you hate getting flashbacks of things you don't want to remember, right?

Well... that's how I feel. And no one can help me. I can't even help myself. I don't know why am I feeling this way, but I just do. I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself.

I have no idea what to do anymore, to be honest with you. I guess sometimes you just gotta pretend everything's okay. I smile all the time so that nobody knows how sad & lonely I really am.

I know that articles become sad every time but this  is the purpose of the book
Simple attempts to express endless chaos in people

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