Chaos|فوضى

lost

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Lately i've been feeling down.
Thinking about my future
and what I want to be.
it seems like i'm the only person who hasn't figured that out.

I just feel so lost, so cold.
I feel like i'm slowly loosing all my friends.
Im loosing my mind.
I wish I wasn't the way that I am.
Why can't I be like other girls?

I don't feel normal.
I don't feel accepted.
I don't feel loved.

I guess what im trying to get out of this is that its okay not to be okay. Im not trying to look for attention. I just want somebody who I can talk to who feels the same way I do. I feel like there are people putting voices in my head and trying to eat away at my life. This is something I can't control and it fucking sucks.