TW- Hatred, Cursing, Self Deprecation.
Deceits POV:
I don't always lie.
I'm not always evil
I try
I try so hard to be like them.
To be calm like Logan
Creative like Roman
Accepted like Virgil
But especially like Patton.
He is loved. He is always the favorite of the fandom, and he knows everyone like the back of his hand. He knows what they all want, and why they want it. And everyone loves him. He is never put down for being himself.
That's why I pretended to be him, to be loved. To have the sides accept me, even if it was just for a little while.
Even if it was just pretend.
When they figured out it was me, and sent me back, I sobbed.
I sobbed for hours, wanting to die. But Virgil helped me.
He understood me.
He accepted me.
And once that happened, we hung out. We spent time together, and finally bonded.
But one day, Logan walked in on Virgil and I watching The Black Cauldron. He was calm, but Roman was shocked.
Roman was,,,
Unaccepting.
He wanted to slay the villain,
So he tried.
Patton, being the moral side, stopped him. But now that I've started living in the mind space, Roman and I have tried our best to avoid each other.
I know he isn't bad, he is kind to me when we do talk, and he has apologized.
But being called a villain ruins you.
It corrupts you,
It makes you a villain.
But if I was Villain, would I be accepted?
Maybe I would, maybe I wouldn't.
But for now, things are decent. No fighting, no lovey dovey moments. Just peace and quiet.
Just friendship.
Maybe I'll see myself how they see me, family.
Maybe I won't see myself as a villain
I'll just have to wait and see.
And hope they won't hate me, when they learn the truth.
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321 words
Roman isn't a bad guy
Neither is Deceit.
Let my babies live.
But this was a thing I just felt like writing. I don't know.
Love u babs
<3
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