leo,
i haven't written in this journal for a week now. i've been trying to get over you, but i looked back at our old pictures and thought about our memories.
i remember everything about you. i remember your favorite color, your favorite dog, and what you wanted our kid's names to be. thiago and denis.
i haven't written because i don't know what to write except that i miss you and everything about you. i don't know how else to put it other than i want you back. i want to wake up to your face every morning and make you breakfast. i want to go out on dates and workout with you. i want to play soccer with you and raise a family.
but that's not the case anymore.
maybe i'll write again, maybe i won't. i try to stop myself from writing but sometimes i just have to.
i miss you, but i don't want to.
cristiano
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