I want to be with you
But
I'm scared
I'm scared of disappointing everyone who has drilled in my head that I deserve better
I'm scared of hurting a boy who's head over heels in love with me, and I not have the same feelings in return
I'm scared of putting my everything into something at the possibility of it failing again
I'm scared of all these unknowns that I have no control over
I know that I want you and that I love you
But in the end, I don't know if that's enough for me to forgive and forget everything you've drug me through
Is it?
YOU ARE READING
The Diary of Her
Poetry"I let her go because I knew she could do better. And now she's gone. I wonder if I should've just been better."
