Bound To Love You (Sanctuaryo del Grasya Series #1)

XVIII.

XVIII.

Let It Go

Hindi maalis alis ang mga ngiti sa mga labi kinabukasan. I still can't believe that Primo and I are officially together. Sino magaakala na ang babaeng itinatak na sa puso at isipan niya na mag mamadre siya ay magkakaroon ng boyfriend last minute?

My heart is filled with too much happiness. Hindi ko inakalang magiging masaya ako ng ganito. I always thought that I will be forever alone in the literal sense, but no. God gave me someone to share my life with. Cheesy as it may sound.

Wala akong pagsisisi. Ginusto ko 'to. Ginusto kong mangyari ang lahat ng ito.

I bit my lower lip as I composed a text message to my Tia Ramona. Pinagiisipan ko mabuti kung papaano ko sasabihin sa kanya ang lahat.

I'm nervous as heck, believe me. But it has to happen.

How will I break this news to her though?

Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko talaga alam.

Kanina pa akong nagcocompose ng message pero agad ko din binubura. Mag kakalahating oras na akong nakatunganga sa harap ng phone ko.

"Should I just tell her personally?" I found myself saying as I rest my head on top of my pillow.

Tama. Mas mabuting sabihin ko sa kanya in person. I still need to have the decency to tell her face to face kesa sa isang text message o tawag lang. Madidisappoint na nga siya sakin tapos hindi ko pa ginawan ng effort na magsabi in person, right?

I groaned inwardly and put my phone down. Ginulo ko ang magulo ko ng buhok. Ang hirap naman.

Naisipan kong mag social media na lang. I'm not addicted to it but still, I want to be updated to what's happening with the people on my friends list and I don't want to die in boredom.

Primo is not around because he needed to finish something. I don't know kung ano 'yon but sa pagkakaalam ko ay patungkol ito sa trabaho niya.

I totally understand that he has his own life. I don't want to be the type of girlfriend na clingy at needy. Primo is a grown man and he has other responsibilities and priorities. I met him that way and I will never ever ask him to change it just because of me.

Alam ko sa sarili ko that I'm not fitted in his world. It's too obvious and I'm very much aware of that. Natatakot ako sa mga magiging reaksyon ng mga tao. I'm scared to get judged.

Masyadong mataas si Primo kumpara sa akin. I'm just a simple girl from Sanctuaryo del Grasya. I didn't come from a wealthy and known clan. I don't have the kind of lifestyle that my boyfriend has.

But love defies all, right? Love conquers all. Our love for each other will make us equal. It will make both of our worlds fitted with each other.

I got off of my daydreaming when I heard a loud notification sound from my phone. I grabbed my phone and looked at it.

A message from Kiara to our facebook group chat with an attached photo.

My forehead creased as I swiped my phone and typed in my passcode. Ano kaya ang minessage niya?

My mouth immediately parted when I read and saw it. Ako pa lang ang nag seen sa kanya. Isabeli haven't read it yet.

Kiara Denisse Gallman: Who is this Fabi girl? Ang daming nag favorite ng tweet ng friend kong 'to.. Haha.

Ayun lang ang message niya. Screenshot ng isa sa mga friend ni Kiara ang photo. Screenshot ng status nito sa twitter.