The Alphas Girl

Part 32

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Damien stalked towards his room, I could sense his anger by the way his chest heaved up and down with frustrated breaths but I could also see he was desperately trying to conceal it- he knew I didn't need to deal with his brutal violence in my wrecked emotional state. 

I greatly appreciated the warmth of his body, the way his muscular arms wrapped so gently around me and cocooned me into his chest made my heart flutter, honestly being in his arms made everything feel a lot better than I was feeling just meer seconds ago. 

I raised my head from the crook of Damien's neck slowly and carefully eyed his face. His jaw was clenched tightly, as if he was squeezing his mouth shut so he wouldn't let out another terrifying roar. His beautiful green eyes pierced the hallway as he gazed in front of him, his stare deadly and lethal. My mate's pink lips were stretched into a tight frown as he contemplated the situation, replaying the events that transpired over and over again in his head

He was an alpha no doubt, the way he wanted to micromanage and dominate every situation he was in was a clear giveaway, and his alpha gene running through every muscle in his body gave him the anger that he desperately tried to suppress so he wouldn't scare me

"Damien" I whispered out, my voice gentle and soft... it showed my honest and raw vulnerability in the moment

Damien hummed and his eyes casted to look at me as he continued to walk, his eyes lightening to a gentle forest green and the intent look sizzled down to a mellow and gentler look of concern. 

I paused, thinking a little, I honestly didn't know what to say. My mind was fizzling with all the thoughts that brewed in my head. I was concerned, my heart ached- there was so much I wanted- no needed- to know in that moment. I needed to know all the facts to understand and break down how I should react, I felt like a bat in the sunlight exposed and unaware of what was happening

"Who were those girls?" I decided to ask first, it was one of the least important but still relevant thoughts I had in my head

The grand oak doors of Damien's familiar room stood closed at the end of the hallway. He used his left foot to kick it open as he slipped into the room, I was still planted in his arms

Damien sighed as he approached his bead and set us both down, I laid in his lap, he was still cradling me so we were extremely close and I could barley make out the features on his face from the angle I was at

"There were old friends at the school I attended. They were all in my class and at one point we became extremely close. The school I was in, it was rough. It was designed to toughen every one out so we learned how to stay strong and become alpha's. The curriculum drained me and I tried to escape the pain I felt by getting into the wrong crowed." Damien began, his voice was lower than usual

To say I was interested would be an understatement. Regardless of what happened earlier Damien was opening up to me- big time. He was telling me the truths of his childhood, something important to him that influenced the being that he was today. Learning about his troubles as a child excited me, it made me feel like our bond was strengthening. I craved knowing everything about Damien, if we were going to spend the rest of our lives together I desperately wanted to know every experience- good, bad, and ugly- that happened to him. 

"I did some bad things, very terrible and cruel things Kadence. I hurt my family and my friends in doing them... Xander helped me get out of that mess, he was the light at the end of the tunnel who allowed me to move on from that point of my life. Angelina, Jezebel, Lulu, and Pace were all friends with Xander, so naturally they became my friends too." Damien finished, a troubled look haunting his eyes. He snapped his gaze from the floor to meet my eyes and I gasped slightly. His eyes were no longer the green I was oh so enchanted by, rather they were a ocean blue that seemed to pierce my soul