[Behind_closed_doors]

//HowWouldYouFeel?//

It was a long day indeed,after all the rehearsal they've pulled and tonight was the end of their tour in japan.

It was already half past 12 when the girls finally got to sleep at the hotel. A peaceful night it was,with the full moon high in the sky , the stars and lil bits of clouds spreading,embroiding the already breathtaking view.

Jisoo and jennie shared a bed while the maknaes were in the other room.
There was a broad balcony with great view of the beautiful night sky. Tokyo was a busy city,cars and people still sleepless eventhough it was already midnight.

Jisoo was already fast asleep but Jennie couldn't sleep. She was tired as fuck but she just couldn't sleep... Tossing and turning didn't help and she was afraid she might wake up the other sleeping girl who was already lightly snoring.

So instead of lying wide awake at bed,she thought she should get some fresh air. The night was too beautiful to be slept on anyway. She got outta their shared room and proceeded to the common room where the balcony was. There she stood staring up at the moon. All thoughts ran through her mind. How far they have gone through as Blackpink. It was a rough year but they still managed to fight through all of it.

"Will you listen to me if i tell you a secret?",Jennie asked looking up at the moon."It's always been tucked at the back of my mind..and i have to get this out somehow.. and I'm sure you're a good listener..but don't tell her too if she ever talked to you like I'm doing now okay?"

Jennie wasn't the only one who was sleepless that night though. On the other room was a blonde ,lying wide awake at their bed. Chaeyoung was about to sleep but Lisa just keep bothering her.

"Chaeyoung-ahhhh~. . . Let's have some snaaaackkk"

"You know i love food right?"

"More than anything ..yeah so?"

"It's just not one of those times now Lis.. leave me be I'm tired so imma sleep"

Then a light snore followed. Lisa decided to let the girl rest and heck, why wasn't she tired? She decided she would herself some tea and chill outside for some fresh air. She passed the common room and there she heard someone talking..it was coming from the balcony.

Jennie was talking with the moon..that just sounds weird but,we all talk to the moon sometimes right?

"I'm not sure if this is how i should feel for her,i mean she's my bandmate and all..but a part of me likes her..not as a frie-"

"Jen?.. is that you?". Jennie was cut off by a familiar voice,light footsteps could be heard reaching towards her.

"Oh-.. h-hey Lis,why are you still up? it's already late"

Whew~ jennie sighed a relief as she hasn't said anything to the point where she unconsciously confessed to the moon about her feelings for Lisa.

"I couldn't sleep..you too?"

Jennie just nodded. They stood there together just silently enjoying the view. Cool breeze would consequently pass them by and jennie was starting to feel cold,she was wearing only an oversized button up. Lightly brushing her sides with here petite hands. Lisa couldn't help but noticed this,so she placed her jumper over Jennie's shoulder.

"Here.. you'll get a cold Unnie",and jennie uttered a small thank you. She could feel Lisa's warmth embracing her as she wore her jumper. Her smell still fresh.

"I'll go make some tea ..do you want some?" Lisa asked.

"I'd love that".

They both shared the couch outside at the balcony,and one would eventually take small sips at the tea Lisa has made . Lucky for them. It was quite small and their skin would lightly brush against the other if one of them makes the slightest of move.
And the once peaceful silence became unbearably awkward. So Lisa decided to start a conversation.

"Umm.. Unnie,does it still hurt? Your ankle?"

"A little,but it's bearable now.. don't worry it'll get better within no time",and she flashed an assuring smile. Lisa couldn't help but smile back.

"Lis?"

"Hmm?"

"Why is it that you always mention me at interviews when they asked you who you'd date as a boy?". That question came outta nowhere,and Jennie began to regret ever asking . Silence filled the air for a while.

"Nvermind i asked you that.. it's okay if you don't-"

"Isn't it obvious.. that's because i like you Jennie"

Lisa never calls jennie Jennie if it's not serious. There's no doubt she was serious about it..the look in her eyes tells it so.

"Umm.. okay" was all Jennie could squeeze out from her mouth.

"How would you feel?" Lisa started again. This time moving closer to Jennie not breaking their eye contact.

"L-Lis.. what are you-"

"If i do this", then she leaned closer,slightly brushing her lips against Jennie's.

"Doesn't it make you crazy? It's obvious you like me too"

Lisa stared right through those cat eyes,still so close. They've been craving for this alone time secretly. The last time they were this close was back at the dorm. Jennie was thirsty so she had to get her ass up for it . Lisa was at the kitchen,still snacking on cereals..she was hungry af. Things led to another and then Jennie found herself trapped inside Lisa's embrace when a cockroach crawled over her feet, she screamed so loud that Jisoo and chaeyoung came down with a bat searching for the thief and that was it. They really haven't talked about it afterwards,they were too busy..but now,they had all the time in the world.

"Liz.. we really shouldn't" . Jennie wants Lisa. Jennie craved for Lisa,her touch,her lips,her presence. But,they were betting on their career too.

"I don't fucking care what the others think..they don't even have to know Jen",then she leaned in for a sweet chaste kiss. Their tea,long forgotten..hell they were making out now.

Jennie broke off needing some air.

"Now tell me we shouldn't",Lisa said with a smug smile..and Jennie couldn't help but scoff lightly.

"We really shouldn't..but fuck it" and captured Lisa's lips for another kiss.Then they spent their sleepless night making out. Morning came and sunlight hit their eyes.

Someone was poking at them.

"Hey-.. Hey you two.. Wake up!"

Jisoo and Chaeng found their other side of bed empty and got up..only to find that their missing people were cuddling outside.

"What are you doing sleeping outside?! You could've gotten sick,wake up now! it's already late and our flight is frigging early ..we have to get ready soon". Jisoo was throwing tantrums right from the morning.

Lisa and Jennie groaned,still not feeling it because they barely slept around 5in the morning and now it's only 6:30. Jennie went inside first and proceeded to the bathroom, followed by Jisoo ..still yelling at her for sleeping outside while Jennie ignored her.

"I'm thinking something happened last night?" Chaeyoung asked with a knowing smirk.

"Shut up Chipmunk" Lisa fired back with a light chuckle.

"You have to feed me the details later.. that dumb bitch finally noticed you after all this time your answer was always her when it comes to dating questions at interviews".

"It will always be her till the end"

"Ewwwh..Pokpak!"

"Whaaaa- It's JenLisa till the end bitches!"Lisa shouted and ran to where Jennie was.

A/n:

Lame right? Bahahaha

Very LOL material here.. hmm