Shizzled Up

entry 14 | dream?

i had a dream
last night. i saw you,
i felt you
and your smile
lighting up the room.
i presumed it was warm
for you cannot feel warmth
or its absence
in dreams.

you looked at me
with the world in your eyes,
like you had placed me
on the pedestal of your irises
and paraded me in your mind.
you talked to me
with your heart in your voice,
like i had sunk in your honey-like
speech and poured
out of your mouth.

it felt too vivid to be a dream.
your hair tossed over your forehead
your eyes alight in the golden sun.
hands buried in the pockets of your pants
over the creme button up you wore.
the sound of your chirpy voice
resonating in my mind,
for the room was silent and it was just
me in here. you weren't there.

and that's why it wasn't a dream.
it was a memory
sashaying across my mindscape
to taunt me with experiences lost
while i am lost
in sleep.

author's note:
hey guys!! i know it's been a while, i'm sorryyyy!! here's a poem i wrote about a dream i had. it's about somebody but none of you know who it is, hoho. this is the second poem i've written about dreams,, should i just start a book for poetry about dreams? or proper poetry, anyway. because i'm moving away from """shizzles""" because i know how to write poetry now owo. also!! i've rebranded my wattpad and changed basically everything!! so instead of going by princesstco i'll go by my name, misha!!

thank uuu for reading!!

lots of love,
misha 💖