(Parody by me, as usual.)
I ran by all the places we used to sit in, getting scared
I thought about our last talk, how it felt the way you spoke
And even though I tell myself you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though they're right beside you?
When I says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what happened was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day I saw you dying
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every promise we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the mansion I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that I drew of you, they still sit in the book
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And the nations keep asking why I'm not smiling
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like it never happened, was it just a lie?
If what happened was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you were dying
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every promise we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the mansion I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you were dying
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every promise we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the mansion I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
