"If only I hadn't heard those rumors. If only I hadn't told America. No... this is no good. I just have to try harder! What was I supposed to say next again? Who's life was going to be in danger next, again? What... what do I have to do next? How many more times will I be allowed to make these mistakes? How many more times will I have to tell the same lies? How many more times will I have to watch my friends die? I made so many promises, but when we met next, they had forgotten them. We had finally learned to get along. But when we met next, we were all back to normal. I don't want them to forget, though. What can I do? What do I have to do? How can I get them all out of here? It's hopeless... It feels like my head is going to burst. I want to try harder, and harder... but... I'm so very tired."
~ Italy
