BY MY LONELY

aniya & kai

let me introduce myself im aniya king ,im 17 years old almost 18 but its not coming fast enough. im light skinned with curly long hair down to my back also 5'3 slim thick some may say.anyways,

"waah,waah,waah " I get off the couch dropping my books on my feet "ugh shit" i semi yelled as i speed walk to see what kai wants i just put him to sleep over a hour ago. when i make it to his room i see him standing up in his crib rubbing his eyes no studying for me tonight i see. "kai whats wrong" in my babyish voice he immediately stops whining and smiles at me .making my heart melts everytime. i already know this routine to well he wants another bottle for the night. kai is my nephew he's almost 1 years old we have the same birthday Sagittarius baby!! my sister renae was shot and killed by her babydaddy soon as she brought kai home from the hospital ,i miss the only person who was there for me . when our mom ran off she never acted like it was a problem probably because hell she was my mom already. all my mom every did was dissapaer for days and when she was home she just drank her life away , i still remember somedays she'll walk past me like i was invisible. So I block her out as much as possible when she's home. i hope kai dad burn in hell wherever he's at. kai looks just like us we all are twins . i got him out the crib and went to make him a warm bottle and layed him on the couch while i studied for my midterms .soon as kai was sleep i placed him back in his crib then i headed to take a shower. i got some shorts and a big shirt then put the weekend on my speaker not too loud to wake kai. 25 mins later i was in the bed checking my snap chat i had hella messages one from my bestiee then some more from some thirsty niggas that go to my school but  i have too much going on for these fuck niggas 100% . i opened the message from trina crazy ass i know its some tea or some ratchet as usual i love my bestiee.                                                                                         

snapchat~ Trinadagoddess                                                                                                                                                    "bitch why you still up, texting yo nigga lmao? but look at amir story  cuz we in there fuck what tj talmbout .imma pick u up tomorrow at 8 hoe be ready, gn baby"

i smh because she is so extra all the time but let me look at this nigga snaps he is fine but everybody just acts like he's god himself, dudes scared of him , hoes be on his dick 24/7 that's all you hear about at school and this nigga graduated last year. he do hold rank out here in baton rouge. i open the snap and he got on a champions sweatsuit smoking on a balcony " yall know your boy birthday Friday lets fuck it up, at my crib the right way ,dont come with no fuck shit thats all imma say. imma send the link tomorrow" this nigga kills me how cool he try to be i never spoken directly to him. That's Trina on & off again boyfriend tj cousin i never paid him much attention in his presence he never did either so why flock like i said i have too much going on , if Trina heard me say that she's be like bitch why you acting like a old cat lady with the stank face lol. i put my phone on the charger ,turned off the lights and k.od