BY MY LONELY

a week later..

"Thank you ms.georgia again" i hug her as i pick up kai . "no problem baby see y'all later" she says while closing her door i see she had company so i keep the conversation short. i smile at kai in my arms "hey let it go, i just got my hair done stinky butt" i kiss all over his face as i pry his hands out of my hair that i just got done and colored i felt like i needed a change. when we get in the house i start to make some dinner for us also Trina and tj coming over for a little bit they been crowding me every since the dream they even encouraged me to get a new security system. i just started been able to sleep again but kai been sleeping in my room just until i feel a little more comfortable. i put the steaks in the oven before i sit on the couch scroll thru Instagram after uploading some pictures of my new hair do. i scroll across a picture of amir and tj playing basketball. every since that night amir left i haven't heard from him we never exchanged numbers but if he was serious about taking me out he know where to find me so i brushed the whole thing off we both just got caught up. i don't need to be caught in his web of hoes anyways so im kinda glad he haven't came around. then again it shows my assumptions about him was true. i don't know why i thought he'll be interested in me , someone who cant run around with him ,partying . i keep scrolling to see a picture of him again with some girl in his lap i must admit shes pretty he looks down like he was caught off guard. "wow" i say to myself but shrug it off he's not mines ,never was , just a thug. i look at my messages clicking on one that catches my mind from

 jason smith: Hey gorgeous where do i know you from?,  i never forget a pretty face...'  i smile reading the message i click on his profile i noticed him instantly he use to play basketball at the courts on Saturdays . i use to gawk over him as me and Trina walk by leaving her house he reminds me off Chris brown just taller . i reply back   Aniya:um hey yes i remember seeing you at the courts playing ball a couple times a while back , how are you? 

  i send the message omg he got finer since i last seen him i bit my lip. aniya calm down i told myself. i only had one real boyfriend and he broke my heart since then i  shut down on dating nobody finna play with my feeling. niggas better be careful with me in my cardi b voice. we spark a conversations just catching up he still plays basketball he asked me to come watch him play sometimes. i told him i will soon then we exchanged number he asked is it okay to call me sometimes .he seems cool i don't mind having a friendly conversation. i watch kai standing up using the end of the couch my baby birthday coming up he's trying to walk so bad so i help him while the food finish getting down . i go upstairs to give kai a bath before he goes to bed he already ate even seconds lol. i lay him down calling Trina to see where they are. im getting anxious to eat and watch the new purge movie. i hear a knock on the door opening it seeing her smiling with tj with a bottle and smelling some weed. "ya'll lucky i was finna go to sleep on y'all ass" i lie they called my bluff tj looks upside my head laughing "nigga you a vampire you don't sleep" knowing i be vamping sometimes i shake my head letting them in. i started to close a door then i see amir walk up on the porch . i smile being polite but why is he here i keep think to myself. last time he was here he was just talking like he was feeling me i hope he calm himself down tonight considering he has a girlfriend now. i hate a fuck boy that try to run game. "hey" he say walking in the house before me looking me up and down. "so who told you to crash the party" joking with amir while trina and tj greedy ass fixing the plates already. he smirk "me, i know you want me here" being cocky i don't know why he figure that. "yea but u see i didn't invite you" walking into the kitchen giving him attitude i don't like his demeanor he has right now.