●Depression●

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(1)I AM DRUG ADDICT!

Yes! I am a Drug Addict
I get mad when I dont find it..
It makes me feel so numb and loose..
Nothing over that I can choose..
Mostly at night,
When there is no light,
Thats when is the real fight..
It suffocates my chest,
It gets difficult for me to rest.. Hold on here it begins,
Mostly at night
I feel like its mixed in my veins
As if its running in my blood
The air I am breathing is making me inhale the same and I am unable to scream.I fail.
I then I madly search for it here and there.
That night,Someone asked me,
"Are you Okay without Drugs?"
I neither told yes nor I told no..
I just smiled and turned away
Because I dont wanted them to know
Little did I know,
The very next morning,
My swollen eyes and the redness inside,
The scratches on my face of my very own nails told them "There's something I hide"
No.It was not drugs which showed its action.
Perhaps it was the absence of drugs which was my life's painfull substraction.
And there were many drugs,
But in my case its something new..
Yes I am a Drug Addict! "MY DRUG IS YOU" ©halfwriter_kashuu
Ps:
(The world endlessly blame the drug addicts for consuming it.
But nobody tries to kill the anxiety,depression holded by their hearts which is fit.
They say there are very harmfull drugs which may kill the person easily,but nobody told that Love is the most harmfull drug which can make a living body seems dead)

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