i sit in class minding my business. "hey white trash!" a soc says. "go away!" i say. "nah i'm gonna hurt you really bad." i back into another soc. he picks me up and pins me to the wall. "go ahead!" i say. "whoa you got it coming to ya." He says. he punches my stomach and grabs out 4 switchblades and stabs one through my arms and legs holding me there.
he then beats me black and blue and takes the knifes and drops me on my head. i limp to the curtis home. i knew only darry was home but i needed help i walk in "darry help please i got jumped at school please help!" i say.
darry runs over and brings me to the couch.soda walks in and cries. i go to the bathroom. i need control i think to myself i pull out my switch and cut myself over and over again darry walks in after knocking 3 times and me not responding i continue cutting.
"oh no mid not this again." he says grabbing me and putting me on the couch. i ignore him and cut more he knows better than to try to take away a blade he could get stabbed. "gimme it now!" darry yells. "how bout NOOOO!" i yell at him.
"GOD DANG YOU MID STOP IT NOW!" darry yells. "NOOOO I NEED CONTROL I HAVE BEEN CONTINUING DOING THIS SINCE AFTER I WENT "HAPPY" AGAIN I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY I JUST CAN'T NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY!" i yell at him. he runs over to me really mad.
he trys to hit me but i duck then punch him. darry ended up punching me after that i continue cutting and darry doesn't stop crying. its morning darry is still by my side crying as i still am cutting. soda and pony come down stairs and i run out the door i can't let soda see me this way i cry but then fall on my face.
soda catches up to me and catches me cutting myself while im on the concrete "oh no mid not again." i turn around "wait no this was never meant to happen soda run socs are here." I say. he runs. "hey socs come get some." I say. i ended up in the hospital....
a/n hey guys I'm so lazy!
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(Discontinued) it's okay not to understand (the outsider fanfic)
Fanfiction*CURRENTLY EDITING* Midnight Stones is a 16 year old teenager who has been depressed ever since she can remember. one day when her crush finally notices her he slowly starts to change things. can he get rid of her depression? will she ever be happy...
