i yell at them to stop hurting me but of course you know socs they don't listen. "alright we'll stop after this." a soc named james says.he pulls out a gun and shoots me 3 times once in the stomach once one of my lungs and once in my chest. i managed to get outside of the Curtis home before falling.
"help please!" i yell. soda comes out and picks me up and takes me and drives me back from the hospital in the same day. "bye soda!" i say walking in my home. "oh god no!" i fall to the floor crying. i see my mother standing there bloody over my dead step mom's body. "why?" i ask crying. my mother kicks me out of the way and leaves.
i run to my room crying my mother sneaks in my room and pushes me out the window then takes me to a 3ft drop building. "mom please no i beg you please don't." I say softly. "i don't need your pity!" my mom says dropping me. i crawl away until i get dizzy and can't move. i sit there until darry runs out of his house screaming "why did it have to happen?!"
i force myself over there to comfort him. "darry what happened!" i ask. "pony is in the hospital." He says. "oh no!" i say feeling better (body wise she's not a jerk rofl if you thought that). "go get soda i need to talk to him" i say.
"okay hold on."darry says walking inside to get soda. soda walks outside with a frown on his face. "soda i" i'm cut off by soda hugging me. "i thought the socs killed you!" he says a little happier. "well soda i'm sorry i have to tell you this now but i have lung cancer and have a 50 50% chance of living." I say frowning. soda breaks down in tears. "god is just taking everything away from me why can't i be happy?!" he yells.
i turn around and get up to talk to darry and walk back out to soda cutting . i take away his blade "Darrel soda was cutting!" i say to darry handing him the blade. "okay bye midnight." he says. bye darry i say walking home.
A/N hey guys sorry it's really short its getting kinda late its 6:12 PM right now but send photos of fan art if you want and i will feature them in my story and as said in the end of the last chapter create a cover if you want but re-read the rules for making it if you do. enough's said have an awesome weekend guys i'm loving these views they make my day then again so do comments but i never have any okay okay i'll stop talking and end it now stay gold ponyboy stay gold.
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Fanfiction*CURRENTLY EDITING* Midnight Stones is a 16 year old teenager who has been depressed ever since she can remember. one day when her crush finally notices her he slowly starts to change things. can he get rid of her depression? will she ever be happy...