I
smell of fear, I know.
I wasn't raised
to look at praise
as an affirmation
or a confirmation
of my passion.
but I love, and I love, and even though it won't be my career, I don't love it any less.I
expect too much, I fear.
Wonder if it's okay
for my friends not to say
what's on their hearts
because advice is an art
and I don't know where to start.
but I love, and I love, and even though they break my heart, I don't love them any less.I
am angry too often, too much.
Arguing with each other
and ruining one another
for words are delicate
and mine, never definite.
but I love, and I love, and no matter what we say, I don't love my family any less.I
suffer from sadness, so often.
Life, the pain and remedy,
what medicine is there for entropy?
Or blind bewilderment
in life's event?
but I love, and I love, and no matter how dark the day, I don't love me any less.I
know there's little we know
except that time is pain, that
life seems to be lived in vain,
but that meant the anomaly
the phenomenon, blooming like a lily in the valley
is love.
So I love, and love, because it's the only response I know, because it's the only way the world makes sense, because He loved me first -because, without this, I am meaningless.
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An ode to love, and why I do it. <3
- the Author
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Tell Me I'm Dreaming // poetry
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