i shouldn't do

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I let you go.


I almost let you go....


Almost.


There are things i shouldn't do.


I....


shouldn't reply back the moment i get a text from you.

shouldn't dive into the pool of waiting for a reply from you.

shouldn't keep you at the back of my head when I'm with my family, watching tv, talking about our ancestors.


shouldn't wonder about you while on a ride, eating, laying down, listening to songs, in blurry dreams, in nightmares.


shouldn't think about all those possible futures where we end up together.


But I do. I do. I just do. 


#canthelpit

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