I let you go.
I almost let you go....
Almost.
There are things i shouldn't do.
I....
shouldn't reply back the moment i get a text from you.
shouldn't dive into the pool of waiting for a reply from you.
shouldn't keep you at the back of my head when I'm with my family, watching tv, talking about our ancestors.
shouldn't wonder about you while on a ride, eating, laying down, listening to songs, in blurry dreams, in nightmares.
shouldn't think about all those possible futures where we end up together.
But I do. I do. I just do.
#canthelpit
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about a queen
Poetrywhere she writes about people or places or incidents that influence her in unique ways or just makes her bitter and make her think, in a way shaping her.