about a queen

i wont say

i won't say I'm tired of all these
i won't say I hate all of it
i won't say I'm just pretending
i won't say I'm not liking it in here
i won't say that I'm depressed & I don't care
i won't say happiness has faded away
i won't say I cry more than I smile these days
i won't say the saliva inside my mouth tastes bad
i won't say that I'm sad
i won't say nobody understands
i won't say "don't leave" to those who don't care
i won't say i hate this pain in my little chest
i won't say "take me to the doctor"
i won't say my true intentions
i won't say I'm leaving without you all here
i won't say I don't want this anymore
'Cause this is my life to adore.

Dedicated to August_Parker