Dedicated to :SaltyLauren
for the comments. ;)
Time spent talking with you were the best.
I smiled the brightest even when you cracked jokes that were the least funniest, to be honest.
But then i was the luckiest girl when you send me "hi" out of the blue & asked me about my days, repeated my dialougues from previous conversations. And i was like 'whoa you remember! '
But time spent without talking to you i.e. in fact most of the times were worse. I prayed to God just to get a text from you.
I thought about you all the time, it was like you had possessed me or something, i couldn't enjoy anything that was happening to me in my real life.
I was living and breathing but then my head was constantly stuck in this shallow, dark place filled with your thoughts and memories.
I saw your face when i closed my eyes. I was talking to people but i wasn't really into real convos.
I was always lost.
Every damn second.
....
But I'm quite shocked how getting lost in your thoughts was once so normal, while now all i feel is suffocating & drowning.
& I just know I'm never going back there.
#neverever
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