"You know who my destiny is Yuna?"He said laying down next to me on the sand.I shook my head and didn't wanna hear it.
"She is ri-"I cut him off by leaving him there alone and said:"I'm hungry sorry.."I said and left inside the house
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What hap...
Tomorrow is the day... of our Jonghyun's Death Anniversary...
I've had a hard time trying to forget about it...
But it's gotten worse...
I really miss our funny, amazing, love able man we had here in person...
He was my bias, so it really shocked and hurt me...
May I wish him love and happiness in his next life... I wish him the love and happiness he deserves...
He was an angel from heaven and god...
He didn't deserve to die this way...
I really miss you Jonghyun...
Where are you now...?
How long do I have to wait for see your beautiful and handsome face again...?
How long do I have to wait to see you smile again...?
How long do I have to wait to hear your amazing and calm voice again...?
This might be a waste of your time, but here is my long ass letter, to Kim Jonghyun (SHINee):
Dear Kim Jonghyun,
Why did you need to leave us? Why did you leave me? I really miss you and so do the rest of the fans. I wish I would've known and seen that tattoo earlier if I payed more attention to your group. I was too busy on BTS, that by the time I was checking out your group once again, I saw that... you had already been... 😭💔DEAD.
It hurt me so much to know you died. I really want to you come back to life. Life is precious and you deserve it. If I had one wish, it would be for everyone that I love and their loved ones to come back alive. I really wanna hug you, and I always wanted to ever since I saw you... but, it's too late now, you're long gone... away from me.
May you Rest In Peace our dear Kim Jonghyun... the person who I really miss so much for the past year...
Sincerely Your Little Fan Who's loves you for a long time who you left behind in tears,
Madalena Lor 💔😭❤️💜
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It feels so different that his twitter account is still there... but he's not controlling it or having it anymore...
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My precious angel... I miss you too much...
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It hurts...
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Your last song you gave us...
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I'm sorry... for not noticing your tattoo at all, your hard work, everything you did will be remembered by me and maybe some other fans... I LOVE YOU KIM JONGHYUN!😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️💜💜💜
