My Best Friend's Brother || j.jk

-05-

•Few Days Later•

For the past few days were very long, and it turned into a whole week. After tomorrow we go to Paris, this week has been nothing but torture. I haven't been able to stop watching Jungkook when we're here at school, and.. it's not a surprise that everyone is seeing him with this really pretty girl. What did I expect?

He's literally been MIA for a week, he's so distant and I should've expected that too. He followed my advice about getting what he wants, the advice that let him fly away from me. He's gotten what he wants, which is her. We were both wrong, he was wrong about her and I was wrong about ever liking him. Which really sucks, it's like a kick in the baby hole.

Gosh I feel like shit, like that really steamy pile that you see when you're walking down the sidewalk and it's all smeared and stepped on the cement. And there are several poop footprints after.. and you feel bad for whoever stepped on it before because it smells like nasty ravioli. But you're just more angry at the owner because they didn't pick it up.

That's me, I'm the smeared dog poop on the floor that everyone thinks is gross and I smell like ravioli even though I didn't eat ravioli. Enough about poop talk, she's gorgeous. Jungkook really wasn't lying when he said that she was, JESUS! I feel like a fly on the wall. You've seen a fly right?

They're ugly and have little tiny hairs on their ugly ass head, and they throw up on their hands. Yeah, I feel like that. The girl he's talking to has short hair, she has huge eyes and her lips are full. Her skin is clear and it looks soft. She keeps her eyes on Jungkook as he talks and she smiles and nods.

I watch him shrug and throw out his lip in some sort of pout, and she shakes her head as she sets her hand on his shoulder telling him something. He looks over in our direction which causes me to quickly look down at my plate, then up at Jae who hasn't put her phone away since our sleep over and Jimin asked for her Kakao message.

GOSH! I FEEL SO SINGLE! Fuck my life, can someone fuck it for me please, because I hate it. "So what are you two talking about now?" I ask her, not really knowing anything else to do. "What?" She looks up at me as she laughs. "Nothing." I roll my eyes and look down again. "Mmm kay." She whispers as she goes back to her phone.

Wow, everyone has someone. Wait, hoe hold up, I have Kevin. How depressing, everyone has someone they could kiss and hug in a relationship way, I have my cat and fur in my mouth. Maybe I should take up a new hobby, like knitting.. or scrapbooking.

I don't even eat my food, I haven't been eating my lunch for the past few days since I've started seeing Jungkook with that girl. I guess I really am sick in love if I won't even eat like I usually do. I just move my rice around with my chopsticks and even smash some to the bottom of my plate. "Oh my gosh, do you know that girl that Jungkook is talking to?"

I hear someone as they pass by our table with their friends, my ears buzzing as they tune into their conversation. "No, I don't know her." The friend replies. "Yeah, but you don't at least know her name or anything?", "Yeah, I think her name is Aecha. She's in my class, she's really quiet though." I raise an eyebrow and look up at Jungkook, wow.

He likes someone else, but he's doing exactly what he said he wouldn't. I'm probably just overthinking this, I'm just a jealous bitch. My eyebrows then knit, what if Jimin told him something? It's a huge possibility that Jimin told Jungkook about the reality of him ever having a chance with her, is never.