first loves aren't suppose to resemble fathers.

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lighting strikes so
so quickly.
and thunder crashes so
so loudly.
you went so quick
and the last thing
i heard you say
was "see ya soon."
i joked about saying i love you.
but i regret it.

you walked away so quickly.
four months of total
distruction,
with three kisses that
kept me going
and a heart who knew
exactly how hurt i was.
disappearing into thin air
you ripped me in half.

i had dreams and goals
made with you both
and now since you're both
gone.
now my dreams are
hallucinations.
and i'm losing
everything.

- zmh

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