defeated once more.

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i understand your toxicity.
but they way you understood me,
read me,
studied my every move.

if you could just come back
i could tell you that
the void that you added to,
the flames are growing stronger.

i can't believe in the end
you both slipped through
my small, cracked fingers.

you are happy now.
but how does it feel?
i want the taste of you
back in my mouth
for one last time.
i need to forget
that the pain of losing
everything

exists in me.

- zmh

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