i always have that
recurring question
am i sad
or
just a little upset?at 5 pm
as the sun glistens
as it sets
i find myself smiling
as the cool summer
breeze kisses my skin
as the sky is lit
with pink, orange
with a hint of blue
and dopamine flows
sweetly through my
veinsbut then as if like a switch
i fall harder
crashing as if
happy was my own
personal drug.3 am
and tired eyes
i drift as tears pour
thinking of times
where i wasn't reaching
and grasping for
help.
i wasn't always this
troubling
and felt as if
buried 6 feet under
where nobody heard me scream.so pray tell this,
is it true
or just an emotion?- zmh
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BINABASA MO ANG
the ruins of me
Poetryi love you; said me every time foolishly. if you see any grammer mistakes, please do not hesitate to contact me politely about them! also credit to whoever may have taken the picture of the flowers for my cover, I did edit it a bit but other than...