in which i finally called you mine.

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i wonder who i'd be
if i haven't lost you?
i sometimes wonder what
you'd still be calling me? yours?

dangerous, my skin
would be painted.

every last bit of my dignity
ripped up in front of me.
and i already know,
that the toxic
would mix in with love.

and i could only tell all of that
from four months
and one single more from not calling
you mine.

-zmh 

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