christmas,
without
you
is like house with
out a roof.
its different,
the bustle,
and hustle,
isnt the same
and your appearance
is something i long for.
i hid it well,
for nobody knows
like everytime i think of
a memory of my past
with you in it,
i break all over again.
i cried once in front
of my family.
but i cry many more
this christmas season
as im stuck in a rut
with my mom two
states away,
and myself here.
i hate the fact that
people are laughing
and i have to act like it
doesn't bother me.
christmas eve,
is a time of happy
but not with you
missing.- zmh
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