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things ill never say (poetry)

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poems written about my trauma, past abuse, heartache, suicidal tendencies, and other things of that nature along with some lighter poems. most will be triggering. please read with caution.

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filled with nothing

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christmas is a time meant to be filled with joy but i can't bring myself to feel it

                          
i feel nothing

                          
apathetic is the only word i can use to describe how i feel about christmas

                          
i remember being little and loving christmas mornings with my brother 

                          
now it's like im on autopilot just going through the motions

                          
i wonder why i feel this way 

                          
maybe ill be filled with joy again during this holiday 

                          
but for now im filled with nothing
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