we are taught as kids to play alone in our rooms when our parents need to rest
it teaches us how to be on our own
i didn't mind this as a little kid
it was something i enjoyed
now when i need to be alone i completely isolate myself
i shut my phone off and listen to music on my computer that makes me my heart hurt even more
tears flood from my eyes and i know people probably miss me but i can't bring myself to talk to them
even though it usually lasts a few hours i can't help feeling guilty by isolating myself because people i love and care about may need me
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DU LIEST GERADE
things ill never say (poetry)
Poesiepoems written about my trauma, past abuse, heartache, suicidal tendencies, and other things of that nature along with some lighter poems. most will be triggering. please read with caution.