i have these days where i shutter at being touched even by my own mother
it makes me feel incredibly guilty
however it's not my fault
it's their fault
the people who touched me when i didn't want them to
my skin crawls most days because i feel their hands not my loving mother's or best friend's
i know they're nowhere near me but i can feel them still
they haunt my dreams and my day to day to life
like tonight
im lying awake feeling the hands that touched me when i didn't want them to
touch is something that is no longer gentle and loving but something i shiver and want to pull away from
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things ill never say (poetry)
Poetrypoems written about my trauma, past abuse, heartache, suicidal tendencies, and other things of that nature along with some lighter poems. most will be triggering. please read with caution.
