It's the new year and I'm still single and haven't talked to anyone but Jadyn. I've kinda just isolated myself again. I deleted all social media and have tried to get a better mind set. I feel a lot better but I really miss Alex. I miss all the fun times we had and I just miss talking to him in general. It sucks cause now Basically ruined it. Like he tried HMU but I just always Ignored him cause I thought it was best but it a new year and I want things to work out for us. I decided to get my social media and try it out again. I logged on and decided I would post something on my Instagram
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Liked by, blesiv, babydiego, mfkingdesii, and 15k others xox.amandaaaa And here you are living despite it all✨ guess who's back👀 After I posted that I got really scared but it was whatever. I got a text from Alex and I was really scared to open it. I decided to stop being a chicken and open it. I began to read it and my heart dropped. I was so shocked he wanted to meet up with me so we could talk. There was so many things going throug my head but I immediately replied with a yes. I was so scared I didn't know what to expect. We were meeting at the Santa Monica pier and we're gonna go from there and just talk about stuff ig. I got up out of bed a hurried to get ready. We are planning to meet a 4 so I have like 2 hours to make my self look cute and get ready. I didn't wanna get to dressed up so I just wore this
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And did some natural make up then hopped in my car and left. It wAs super overwhelming I didn't know what was gonna happen so ig we'll have to wait and see.
// omg am I sorry for the wait. Ik it's really annoying that I'm not updating regularly but I'm really trying but I hope you enjoyed this chapter//
