[ 3:38] message from my teddy bear 🧸 ~ hey love I wanted to say I love you and sweet dreams
You swiped through your phone reading the messages from your one and only
You read an another message ~ hey honey I should be there in a minute, I can't wait to , I can't wait to see your face 💗 Your hands started shaking your one and only should be with right now and you should be in his arms and sleeping peacefully
You guys should be mumbling cute words to each other
" I miss you Yunho so much I need you in my arms" you whispered to yourself
Sometimes I feel his presence around me telling me that it's okay that I'm doing okay , sometimes I would feel him in my sleep but I just think it could be my dreams again
I know you hear me when I cry I try to hold it in at night
Sometimes I will cry and cry but the thing is that I have more tears left to cry and I know he knows that I cry at night ... I know he knows how much I breakdown at night trying to get myself together.
Your phone beeped and you saw it was a message
[ 4:42] message from San ☀️- I wanted to know how you are doing, there's some stuff in front of your door please take care of yourself
You felt numb, you couldn't move, the tears started cascading down your face, you couldn't stop this
[ 4:45] message from Yeosang🍓- hey y/n please I need to stay strong I know this hard on you but please don't beat yourself up we need you to get through This
Your head started to spin and it became harder to breathe
[ 4:52] message from Mingi 🐹- y/n please we need to know if your okay answer the door please
You couldn't get up, you stayed right where you were you were so dizzy .
[ 4:56] message from Wooyoung 🐺 ~ we just want to know y/n we miss you and love you and I know this hard on you but you'll get through this I know you will you are strong
" am I strong wooyoung, I feel so hopeless and numb " you said out loud .
[ 5:00] message from Jongho ⭐️ ~ we are worried about you please open the door .
" why does it hurt so much " you said to yourself.
[ 5:02] message from Hongjoong 🌻~ I know it hurts I know you feel numb I know you can't stop crying and I know you miss him so much .. we miss him all lot you have no idea how much we miss his energetic self that brings us to joy .
You read the message over again it made your head hurt but your heart hurt more
[ 5:06] message from Seonghwa 🥀 ~ imagine him being by your side and telling you and hugging you telling you not to cry anymore ... we miss him to and it's not the same
You finished reading the last message from the member, but all the sudden you another message popped up and it read My Teddy Bear 🧸 you scrolled back to yunho's contacts and clicked on his messages and it was strange on of the messages said today's date and the exact time
[ 5:10] Message from my teddy bear 🧸 ~ hello baby I know it hurts but my heart hurts more seeing you cry like this and bottling up your emotions from everyone please let the members help you, I want to see you smile again please just for me .. I love you and I miss you , and please baby get well soon .
All the sudden you felt something like it felt like someone's hand was caressing your face whipping your tears away
" you doing so good baby , I know you are " and that was the last whisper you heard until the you noticed it stopped raining and you got up without feeling dizzy .
You walked slowly to the door and opened it and saw Hongjoong , Seonghwa, San, Mingi, Yeosang , Wooyoung , and Jongho sleeping on your door step and you walked to each on of them and slowly woke them up
There eyes went wide when they saw you and all of them ran up to you and hugged you while whispering
" it's okay you'll be okay ... we'll be okay" each on of them said and you felt your heart lighten up.
All you knew was that We'll get through this, we'll get past this .
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Writing this actually pulled on my heart strings, I couldn't stop crying and the song was inspired by Ariana grande an absolutely beautiful song ~ мιиα 💌
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