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[ 8:00] - you wondered how long you could take it.

you wondered how long you can last it

Every single day, it was just like you were walking and walking but you couldn't find the way your were looking for.

I was scared, strong and desperate

Maybe you were terrified that you would never be find happiness, you wondered how long could you fake a smile.

" but yours so happy" most people would say.

But you were dying inside.

[ 10:00 ] - you looked at yourself in the mirror, and you couldn't believe the person in the mirror that was looking at you, looked like a broken porcelain doll.

That could break in a second.

" just breathe y/n" you told yourself , you couldn't have another panic attack.

" Not today " you told yourself.

But it was no use, as much as you were gripping on the sink , you felt your fingers slipping slowly.

[ 12:00 ] -

Just about the other day
Make me look great.

You came home. Your shoulders felt heavy and your heart ached for comfort.

Is that what it felt to be lost.
So lonely. 

But you couldn't let your inner voice tell you lies and every hatred in your body,

" you shouldn't do this to yourself, they're are people that love you" you reminded yourself

But each day , you did this . You could feel so much doubt in those words,

They weren't even true.

[ 2:00 ] -

It's like breaking a few times.

Until you can no longer take it.
Until you can no longer take the pain.

Until you can no longer take the shortness of your breathes.

Here you were. Crying, you were crying your pain out into your pillow.

I can not expect it.
I can change for a minute.
Eventually it will be the same again.

You could pretend that everything is alright .

You could pretend and act like you were fine.

But even if you did that, you knew that it would change into a whole mess.

And then it would just end up the same pattern

You hugged yourself to maybe provide some comfort towards yourself, you wondered about your friends have they noticed

How much of a mess you were or how quiet you have gotten.

Or what about the excuses you would always give them

[ 3:00 ] -

Only people who are harder and sad than me our Finding and Encouraging theirselves to get well.

I believe that I am different from others.

I will try ... I'll try to get better, maybe I should promise myself I'll get better