[ 2:00] here you were again. Waiting for him, he was late again did he know it was your birthday today or did he forget again..
you sighed as you took a sip of your water and eyeing the menu.
you heard your phone beep a message.
{ Sannie 🌞} ~ hey, can I take a raincheck again, I'm kind of busy with stuff right now.
Of course he was busy like usual, you noticed how the messages turned short and no emojis were added to make the messages more meaningful.
~ { to Sannie 🌞} Sure.
You wondered how long you could keep up ... it felt like you were on a seesaw , and you felt you never were going to get off of it .
You kind of were tired of it and sick of it
A repeating seesaw seesaw game We're getting tired, tired of each other Were the little arguments the start?
More arguments would occur between you and San , you didn't know what to do.
"Are you getting tired of me san" you asked him and you definitely were scared to hear his answer to your question.
but he only looked at you. No answer, nothing he just stared at you ... and then he left just like that.
[ next day ]
Maybe it was too much for him, maybe you were pressuring him too much or maybe you just wanted a perfect relationship like most people have ... or do they ?
Maybe you became to greedy with your emotions that you tried to solve everything in his relationship , but it only seemed like you were fighting for this relationship while he was just standing there .
Far away from you .
Saying this was love and this is love? We're both tired and holding onto the same card If so, then...
[ 10:00 ] here we go again .. you and San were arguing again and you can't we remember when was the last time you guys hugged or kissed each other , now both of you felt like suffocating.
Who was going to get off this seesaw first ... who was going to end this relationship first
Would it be you or him.
" San don't you think were getting tired of each other " you told him while holding back your tears ,
Don't cry in front of him.
" wh-at" San said, he looked like he was going to cry, but you couldn't fall even deeper into his trap.
"Let's stop it now sannie " you told him and it felt like your heart broke just by saying those words.
" no y/n .. we can make this work I promise you " he grabbed your hands in his and held it tightly,
You were trying so hard not to break in front of him.
As we looked at each other and smiled
Can't keep doing this, we need to make a decision
" I'm sorry san it's for the best .. it's for the best for both of us " you slowly untangled your hands from his
" y/n "
" let's not make this even more harder than it is san, I think we need to go on our own ways " you looked at him one last time
And said the last words that you probably would ever say to him again
" I love you san, I hope you know that I will never stop loving you "
And you left .
It was you that went off the seesaw first . It was you that made the last decision.
But you didn't realize the
" I love you " that left out of san's mouth when you left
You didn't realize that you left him On the seesaw alone without you .
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