[ I don't want the night to come It is not bright even in morning 🌥 - hard to say goodbye by Bae Jinyoung]
[ 6:10 ]
It's been months since I saw your face...
Sometimes I want to ask you how are you doing without me ?
Each day I wake up I think of you, sometimes I miss your presence around me , but I have to face reality that we are no longer together.
" it was good while it lasted " I remember your words about what you said before we ended it .
Why is it so hard to accept that I won't see you ever again.
On every street I walked with you We leave memories behind
" it hurts to even think about our memories and moments together "
You rubbed your tears away before they could fall again , but your chest felt pain every time you thought about San.
" I just can't ... it's too hard to say goodbye " you whispered to yourself .
" will we last forever?" , San looked at you while holding your hand in his . Both of you were wrapped in each other's arms while watching the stars .
You looked at him with smile while replying " I hope so " the thing you didn't notice was that San didn't smile back , but you felt him squeeze your hand tightly... 💌
[ 7:00 ]
My heart hurts ...
No matter how many times you went to talk to your friends , they would tell you that your better without him.
You wanted to believe them ... you really did, but you couldn't .
You loved San and you needed him.
You never understood why he left , you wondered what went wrong in your relationship, but you couldn't find anything about it .
" y/n are you even listening to me " , one of your friends said . You got up from the table and walked out ignoring the calls from your friend .
They don't understand They don't know what it feels like to be in love
They just don't understand.
You became so lost in your thoughts that you didn't notice bumping into someone hard making you fall to the ground .
" I'm so sorry, I didn't notice where I was loo-" you heard the person say , but they stopped and looked at you
But you recognized that voice.
" San" you replied
He smiled at you while lifting you up from the ground
" yes, it's me "
Turn around again the voice told you
But you couldn't it. What you did was hug him instead of leave him
" I'm sorry San , I'm so sorry "
You felt his arms wrap around you while telling you sweet words
" no , it's my fault because I got scared of loving you " he wiped your tears away with his hand
" y/n I love you , i couldn't leave you , it was too hard to say goodbye " that's when you noticed he was crying.
It was your turn to hug him and comfort him.
" San I've always loved you " you kissed his cheek softly while looking into his eyes.
I love you san , I always will .
Seems like both you couldn't stay away from each other , it only made both of you find each other again .
Because In the end both of you know it's to hard to say goodbye.
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Yeah this one was sad and I poured my heart out while writing it but also the song is so beautiful 😭 - Mina 💌
