𝘼𝘿𝙄𝙕𝙕𝙇𝙀🥂

fall through

AYESHA

i scanned the aisles looking for the last thing on my grocery list so i could get ringed up and head home.

"how the he'll can they not have guacamole?" i whispered rolling my eyes.

finally finding it i sigh heading to the cash register.

lifes been pretty...stress free being single.

calm mornings..nice bath with candles and time for me to think on things i don't really have time to..

but i can't sit here and say i don't miss him.

i think about him from time to time but other than that i try my hardest to shake the thought of him off my mind.

our relationship was one of my best..sad to say it had to end.

i guess he just lost interest in me..and looking back i feel stupid as hell for trying to impress him and make him "love" me again.

nothin really last forever but i was hoping we worked something out.

he was just always coming home late and showing the least bit of interest in me.

he wouldn't even touch me..kiss me..

i started to feel so unloved..unappreciated.

so i decided to let him know i was done.

sadly he beat me to it..

and in the worse way.

he just one day pops up on instagram with a picture of him and his new bitch talkin about some ..

"nEw bEginNingS" .

but i didn't even say shit.

disabled my instagram cause it blew up with
"omg he's cheating" and "i'm so sorry y'all ain't work out" dms.

but i feel as though i have to leave it in the past now.

i miss him like crazy but i'm pretty sure he's doing just fine without me.

"your total will be $27.35" the clerk said bringing me out my thoughts.

i swipe my cards grabbing my bags as i told her thank you .

i put my bags in the trunk and started on my way home

somewhere i didn't wanna go since i'm there all the time..

"i'll just take my ass to sleep." i muttered pulling out of the parking spot.

•••••

i jump up out of my peaceful slumber hearing my phone ring loudly.

i groan grabbing it seeing it was my bestfriend.

"hello.." i mumbled wiping the drool off side of my face.

that was a good as three hour nap.

"ayesha! i now damn well yo ass wasn't sleep!" she yells making me groan and pull the phone away from my ear.

"i was actually. why? what do you want?" i yawned stretching a bit.

"well get yourself together and get cute! we're goin out!" she squealed as i opened my eyes becoming more alert.

"aw hell nah.no.nope."
i shook my head crossing my arms.