Racconeggs x depressed reader

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by I_m_Female

~Depressed~
ohheyjayyy -requested-

I sat staring at the wall. I felt numb.

"Y/n?." A voice said through my bedroom door. My moms voice. "Ezra is here."

I sighed standing up opening the door. I plastered a fake smile for my mom. Ezra walked in I closed the door behind him dropping my face.

I turned to Ezra. He grabbed my face cupping my cheeks. I swear he's the only thing I can feel. I sighed. "Let me see you legs." He demanded looking a my scared wrists. "Ezra. I haven't done anything." I told him.

"Then show me..."

I pushed away and and sat on my bed. "Y/n.." "not today Ezra. I really don't want to argue today..especially today."

He sighed. "It's hard you know." I scoffed "Yeah. It's hard being with me. I know alright."

"That's not what I meant."

"No but you said it. If you don't wanna be with me..just say it!"

"Oh my god y/n!" He pulled at his hair. I put my head down at his tone. Like I said he's the only one I feel, the only one to make he sad,happy, angry.

I scratched at my arm as he continued to lecture. Once he finally noticed he grabbed my arm red welts began to draw blood. "Stop. Let me go"

I pulled my arm back. "Are you kidding me?! This is what I'm talking about. Stop!"

I stayed quiet. "How do you think this makes me feel!"

"I don't know...."

"Like I'm causing it! It's my fault!" He said turning his back away from me..

EZRA'S POV

I heard a whimper behind me. I look over to y/n. She had her hands on her face. "I'm sorry..I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up."

I sat next to her. "You're not a fuck up. Y/n/n" I kissed her head. After he father and brother died and her mom got re-married she's been different. Depressed.

I laid back on a pillow. "Com'ere" I mumbled.

Your POV

I ended up on his chest. I wrap my arms around his neck and legs around his torso. "Make a cs:go video for me....?"

He laughed. "Mm when I get home later."

I smiled wryly as he pulled out his phone and put on big mouth.