“It‘s not what you think. I just want to kissed you.”
Nag-iwas siya ng tingin, “I need your permission before I do that.” he added.
What the hell‘s happening here? Is he joking, right? Kissed me? But he is.. a gay.
“C-can I kissed you?” at this time nakatingin na ulit siya sa akin.
Is he saying this because he‘s drunk?
“I know what‘s on your mind, I‘m not drunk, bal.”
Nababasa na rin niya ang iniisip ko? Hindi ko alam ang isasagot.
“That‘s okay if you don‘t want, I do respect your decision.”
Aalis na dapat siya sa ibabaw ko, but I grabbed his collar and kissed him.
Okay, wala na, bumigay na ako.
His lips moved and bit my lower lip. He slowly inserted his tongue on my mouth and swirl it inside. He sucks my tongue when he had a chance to do that.
What is this feeling? I feel something on my stomach.. an unexplainable feeling.
I wrapped my arms around his neck just to deepened the kiss. I know this is wrong, but I can‘t resist.
After a few seconds, nilayo na niya ang mukha sa akin. We‘re both catching our breath.
He rest his chin on my shoulder, my arms are still around his neck. Hahayaan ko muna siguro na nasa ganito kaming posisyon kahit sandali lang.
I closed my eyes then hugged him tight.
I don‘t want to end this day.
DRAKE's POV
Tsk, what did I do? Hindi ko alam kung paano siya haharapin after ng mga sinabi ko at ginawa ko.
Ilang minuto lang ay sinilip ko ang mukha niya, nakapikit siya ngayon. Hindi ko mawari kung tulog ba o hindi.
Dahan-dahan akong umalis sa ibabaw niya, hindi pa rin siya dumidilat, natutulog na nga siguro siya.
“Jean.” tawag ko pero ‘di siya gumigising. Sinundot-sundot ko pa ang pisngi niya baka sakaling magising siya pero wala pa rin.
I sigh.
Binuhat ko na siya at iniayos ng higa, kinumutan ko rin siya hanggang dibdib.
I‘ll stay here for awhile then I will leave this room. Hinawi ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok niya na humaharang sa mukha niya.
Staring at her like this, damn, it makes me want to kissed her more and more.
“Fuck, ano ba itong naiisip ko?” iniling-iling ko ang ulo.
“I know that was wrong, but I love that kiss.” I whispered.
I pressed my lips on her lips, “Sorry bal, I just can‘t stop myself. Your lips is so addicting.” I smiled, fuck, I‘m so stupid acting like this. So gay, dude.
Mamaya-maya, nagvibrate ‘yong phone ko. I checked my inbox and it‘s from Mom.
Message: Umuwi ka na, nandito ang Ate mo.
Si Ate, it‘s been 2 years the last time I saw her. Bago umalis ng kwarto, “I‘ll be back tomorrow.” then I kissed her forehead.
Pagbaba ko ng hagdan, nandoon ang parents ni Jean at ang Kuya niya.
“Where‘s Jean?” her Mom asked.
“Natutulog na po.” sagot ko. Napatango naman ito.
“Uuwi ka na ba?” her Dad asked.
