Hi my name is Alexis, I'm a teenage girl also a sophomore in high school. And this is my story.
* Beep beep beep * My alarm goes off I shut it off and roll over. " Alexis come on get up your going to be late for school," my mom shouts at me. I just kind of waved my hand motioning her to get out I get it. I sit up and cheek my phone I have a message. " I'm still so sorry about your loss , hope your doing okay." Well I haven't been okay since the accident but other than that I'm fine.
About a month ago I got into a car crash, I lost my best friend Isac in the crash. It should have been me to die. Everyone thinks that I must have done something to cause the car to crash so now I'm the school freak. As if things weren't bad enough. I put on some jeans and a long sleeve shirt then I straightened my hair and got ready to go.
I looked into the mirror and all I can see is fat and useless apparently that's what others see as well. I wanted to cry but didn't want my parents to ask why it looked like I had been crying so I kept it in and went down stairs. " Good morning Alexis," my mom says. " Morning." I say grabbing my bag. " Do you want a ride to school," " Um no I'm good." I put my ear buds in, turn up the volume, and get going.
I arrive at school people are already giving me weird looks I take me ear buds out and put my phone away " Freak!" Some kid spat at me as I walked by. I can't see why they can't leave me alone, why would I kill my best friend? My whole day was full of people calling me names, giving me weird looks, and pushing and trying to trip me. So like another day since the accident.
Whenever I begin to miss him I read over our messages. The pain that this loss is causing me is indescribable its hard to go on living my unbearable life without Isac. This is just the start of my story not even that so your in for one heck of story. It may not be very good but it does mean something to me.
