[part i]
j o k ei was too amazed by the prospect
of having people listen to me
my voice rang so loudly in their ears
and their eyes focused on me and me onlythey were enamoured by
the intricacy, the simplicity, the complexity
and the audacityof someone who was
venerable as i wasa ruptured, disconsolate sigh
escaped from someone's lips
and from them, i could hear
'she's simply lost her way'it was arresting
for a moment, the room was
interspersed with long periods of
silence for everyone knew a
salient point had been madeyet i did not notice it
i was devoted to rectitude
now i was a brazen liar
they scrutinised menow the unique architecture
that i offered was simply seen
as acrimoniousit was clear at that moment
that i was never part of this gathering
i have always been and will be
a stranger to anyone who crosses the street
dancing along the melodies
of yet another forgotten night[part ii]
j o k e ri used to know you
your quasi-mythical epigrams
now marked by animosity
left me drowning in questions
that will never be answeredyou were the protagonist
i was the antagonist
i seethed with envy,
indignant that you were
experiencing freedom
that i had denied myself ofthe strong ambivalence
i feel fades away when i
look at the mirror - at you
i had wounds; you had a gun
i had the truth, you had the lies
it was simply austereyour petulant tone made
me stand there, speechless
and flummoxed before
a tone of sudden
magnanimous concession
overtook meeverything seemed clear to me
the world was spinning but
i could care less
the world was painted in red but
i could care lessnewspapers should not be
so particularly incredulous
and be so critical of what
they have made
but they should simply
clap and snap awayonce they see the
crimson red
of the dead
YOU ARE READING
that girl
PoetryRemember that girl who sat alone? With a notebook and feather pen in hand? Well she was writing poetry about everything she saw, thought and went through. HIGHEST RANKING: #299 in poetry Started on [5/9/16] copyright: all rights reserved 2016