Remember when I traded my voice
for the ability to walk in high heels
and I won the prince?
Were you fooled?
Did you think I never had a voice,
did not dream in forbidden colour,
would forever be a stranger to my untold self?
Remember how we laughed,
you blinking hard to miss
the sadness I kept failing to forget?
I was all gaps in those days
glued together with strips of fear,
long drawn-out seconds,
sleepless nights of meaninglessness
lonely side by side.
How we fought
and how we tried to make it "love".
It was I who was stern and serious,
I knew everything and dared nothing
while you put me on a pedestal
the better to ignore me.
You lit a candle and seemed
to really believe
I did not, but I wanted to more.
Pulling free was like breaking,
finding the happily never after
the unspoken, the unspeakable,
the many words obscuring
a true wish to understand.
In the end when you helped me fly
you did not know it would be
away from you,
and how that grief was the only path
to your happiness.
I won't hate you now.
YOU ARE READING
Sweeping Winds and Rainbow Beginnings
PoetryThese are a few of my poems. I would prefer to take my time and try to sort the better ones out from the rubbish so it might take me a while to collect. I hope you can stop by and enjoy a poem or several. In poetry (good or bad) we express something...