Yoora is an ordinary girl, who has ordinary needs, which she should have money for. How could she get this money? A girl in her twenties, who loves children. She accepts babysitting near her apartment. She gets an offer from a near house, where she...
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-And you believe him? – My girlfriend asked while we did the shopping for the university.
My basket was already full with colorful notebooks, folders, pens, and pencils while in my friend's basket were a big notebook and one pack of pens. Well yeah, she is a big learner she will borrow the notes from me anyways and she will write on separate pieces of papers. If it's good for her...
I shrugged to her previous question.
-He changed – I answered. – And he is really trying.
I talked with her about Yoongi that we told each other that we like each other. My girlfriend laughed at me at first because how can I be this twit and why didn't jump on him immediately and kiss him and ect. But after I made a lecture to her about my and Yoongi's arguments, about our long discussions and controversies from which I got angry every day. That after a sexy blonde girl barely got out of his bed he tried to get me in it right away. She also admitted that it's hard to believe in such a man that he really is serious about the things he said to me. She admitted that I gave him an ultimatum rightfully to prove it to me before we get into this whole thing because nobody knows better how late mature I am when it's about men other than my best friend. She is aware of what I think when I think about a relationship and she knows that it isn't that I got fucked and then he left me after that while laughing at me after he told me that he finally got me. Thanks, but no.
-And is it sure that he doesn't pretend it? – My girlfriend asked me while she spun a pen with a pink fuzz in her hand.
-I don't know – I sighed and I threw an eraser in my basket too. – Now it seems like he isn't pretending.
-Hm – She nodded. – And really nothing has happened yet?
In the end, she put the peafowl-pen in her basket and turned to me with a smile then she raised her eyebrows a little a few times to ask about the deepest details. I burst out laughing and shook my head.
-Surprisingly no – I answered and continued walking with my friend behind me. – He keeps the record of what I said and he tries to convince me first.
-And how is he doing that if he does nothing? – The girl asked weirdly. – I mean how could you convince somebody if you don't touch them or kiss them?
-Whit words – I sighed. – But from Yoongi it's an improvement also that he sits down and plays with his sister, he smiles and he held my hand.
-He held your hand – She put her hands on her chest scenically.
I laughed and playfully pushed her whereon she laughed too.
-Yes, he caressed my hand and nothing else – I nodded. – It's also a good example that he isn't trying to get me into his bed.
-Okay – My friend sighed. – You are too innocent for me.
I laughed again and I rather went into another shop to finish the shopping as soon as possible.
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I was barely in the mood to hit my head into the table as I saw the girls who were being giddy around us.
-What is it? – Hoseok asked when he saw my painful expression.
-I didn't have sex for two weeks – I sighed.
I put my glass in front of me and put both of my elbows on the table. I buried my face in my palms to subdue a painful groan which wouldn't have been practical to be heard in a café loudly.
You – The guy asked back dumbfoundedly. – Who used to have sex daily. For two weeks?
-Hm – I nodded and pushed myself up from the table.
I laid back in my chair comfortably and I sighed. I turned the paper cup in my hand to keep myself busy.
-Because of Yoora? – Hoseok asked.
I looked up at him with strict eyes and I nodded.
-Man – He laid back too while laughing. – I wouldn't expect that from you.
-Thanks – I rolled my eyes.
I hate to talk about this kind of thing anyway, it isn't a man thing and especially it isn't my style. Then we worsen it with laughing at each other though it's better this way, I would have got emotional at the end.
-You didn't manage to go further? – He asked with a little bit more serious tone then he sipped coffee from his cup.
-At least she doesn't want to kick me now – I laughed painfully. – I think she is starting to believe me.
-That's good – My friend nodded. – Then there's not much left.
-But I can't bear it, don't you get it? – I nattered. – When I see her I want to push her into my room, I'm craving like a pregnant woman.
Hoseok laughed again at my comparison.
-Then go a little faster with her – He shrugged.
-She will clip my ears – I told him.
-If you say, that she believes you and she reacted on the hand holding as you said then hugging, touching and a kiss can come – He listed.
-Yeah, yeah – I waved.
I barely saw it in front of me how I can finally hug her skinny body and touch her. It would have been also an uplifting feeling if I feel her through clothes if I can lead my hand along her body-lines, and I can pull her to myself to feel her more. Then I would kiss those desirable lips of her and I wouldn't let her go until she doesn't faint from hampered respiration.
I hoped that Hoseok was right and I can go slowly further because now this drives me nuts. If I had had to bear it for a few weeks, then I would have jumped on her unwillingly or ... there isn't another opportunity. I already have the ease now that I will move back to my own flat and I don't have to see her every day from now on so she won't ruffle my brain's temper even if she does it unwittingly. However, it will be harder to meet and continue proving to her. I need to figure out something.
