The Insomniac One

Chapter 5

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Again

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Jungkook let out a breathless gasp as he shore up from his sleep, tears streaming down his face.

This by far was the worst dream he had ever had.
He was in a horrible panic attack, one that was leaving him without air.
He was shaking violently, falling onto the floor as the air in his lungs left.
Jungkook tried to stand but he only fell, his entire body racked with now pain.

"EOMMA!" Jungkook yelled in pain, sobs escaping from the youngers mouth. That's went he felt sick.

The younger crawled to the bathroom, weak, shaking, and put his head above the toilet seat and let out all his stomach contents, and more.
His head began to spin, he let out more sobs, choking on them as he cried.

That nightmare had everyone Jungkook loved, die.
Jin, his mom, and Taehyung.
Even though he didn't know Taehyung well, he knew that he was a good guy, and the fact he saved him made him glad.
But in that nightmare he was the reason everyone died.

Just imagining the nightmare made Jungoook vomit more, until he saw that familiar substance

Blood.

Jungkook let out a quiet gasp before his entire world turned black.

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Jungkooks eyes slowly opened to the site of white.
As his vision became clear he realized he was in a hospital.
His eyes widened in fear, as he thought about what could happen, was he once in a coma? Was he in the future now? Was he going to die in a few minutes?

All those questions came to a stop when the younger saw Jin "Oh my god, Jungkook!" Jin yelled as he hugged the younger tightly "H-Hyung? What happened? How long was I out? Did I go into a coma?" Jungkook asked and Jin sighed "Jungkook, you had a massive panic attack, you ended up getting extremely sick by it and you passed out,  you didn't go into a coma but you were out for about a day....you also coughed blood" Jin spoke sadly "Does that mean..." Jungkook began and Jin nodded "Yeah....It means it's close...I'm sorry kook" Jin spoke

"Hyung...If I go, promise me one thing, that you'll find love...I know that Namjoon guy is really nice, if you'd give him a chance I'm sure you'd be great with him" Jungkook spoke with a smirk "B-But! He breaks everything!" Jin replied while blushing "Awwwe you like him don't you?" Jungkook asked "N-No!" Jin replied and Jungkook giggled "Mmmmmhmmm!"

"Yah!"

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Jungkoook sighed as he sat on the bench of the hospitals flower garden.
He loved the outdoors, the way it felt with the wind, the nice clouds.

Plus the beautiful Flowers all around him.
It made him happy, glad.

"ah! Jungkook!" A voice spoke casing the younger to turn "Oh! Taehyung!" Jungkook replied happily "Why are you here?" Jungkook asked "Aren't you at a camp? Or does that mean you also have to be in different cultures hospitals...." Jungkook spoke and Taehyung smiled sitting next to the younger "Exactly that, when and if somebody hires me, they'll send me off to a hospital, which I'm hoping is here in Seoul" Taehyung spoke "Really? Why here?" Jungkook asked "I like it here....It's nice and the people are so sweet, not like it's not like that anywhere else but, I just like it here" Taehyung spoke "plus I don't make many friends since everyone rejects me because I'm a traveler" Taehyung sighed and Jungkook smiled "well your welcome for not being like Everyone else!" Jungkook spoke and Taehyung giggled "Anyways why Are you here kook?" Taehyung asked and  Jungkok sighed "I had a bad dream, a really bad one, one of those dreams that insomniac people hate, and it gave me a massive panic attack, I ended up getting sick" Jungkook spoke "You coughed blood?" Taehyung asked and Jungkook nodded leaning foreword, trying not to cry

"it's just...Everyone I loved, cared for died....Jin Hyung, m-my mother....and you" Jungkook spoke, shaking from holding back.

Jungkook never cried in front of people, he didn't want to seem weak, but now, he was seconds away form it.
The younger stood up shakily, about to leave but he was pulled into Taehyungs warm embrace, and that's when he broke.

"shhh...It's okay...Please don't be afraid to cry, I'm your friend....

And you'll always be aloud to cry on my shoulder"