The Insomniac One

Chapter 9

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Living Nightmare

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Jungkook cracked, his whole world came crashing down

Jin looked at the younger confused "Kook? What's wrong?" Jin asked the younger who fell to his knees "J-Jungkook!" Jin yelled as he ran to the younger "what's wrong? What's wrong?" He asked "I-I....T-Taehyung got into a car accident" Jungkook replied and Jin gasped, helping the younger up and racing to his car

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"Tae....It's been days...I-I haven't slept, eaten, I keep getting sick...I haven't told Jin...I don't want him to worry, I want him to let me see you, be by you.....The nightmares....T-They....They're so scary, so scary, they make me feel horrible, Taehyung I...I feel like I'm dying again...." Jungkook spoke letting his tears flow "w-we didn't have a chance to...Be" Jungkook spoke "I-I'm sorry....This is all my fault...If I hadn't...If i hadn't told you to come to my place, maybe you'd be okay, happy....I really do hurt everyone..." jungkook spoke "I'm sorry Taehyung, I love you so much....I'll stay away from you from now on....If I stay around I'll just hurt everyone more..." Jungkook spoke

"It's been three weeks taehyung....I stop havenr slept but an hour....How I'm still standing...I don't know, but my body...Its next level exhausted, I feel like somebody had taken the life out of me, the feeling of life....I wanted to leave....Disappear from everyone but I couldn't...." Jungkook spoke his eyes holding dark bags, his entire body pale and thin, his eyes red and tired, he looked both physically and mentally exhausted

Suddenly the feeling the elder twitch snapped Jungkook from his haze, that's when he saw Taehyungs eyes flutter open "T-Tae!" Jungkook spoke seeing the elder look at him going wide eyed "B-Baby...Your eyes..." He spoke "B-Baby?" Jungkook asked blushing and giggling "I'm fine Tae....How do you feel"  The younger asked "I'm okay, all I remember was going to your place, then bam....I saw a car, hitting me, after that nothing" Taehyung spoke "so it is my fault..." Jungkook whispered, looking down, his entire wall breaking down, crashing down like glass

He let his tears flow madly down his face, some falling to his lap, his hand trembled "Bab-Kookie...What's wrong?" Taehyung asked "It's my fault....your here because of me...." Jungkook spoke choking on a sob, that made his stomach instantly turn "Jungkook...It's not your fault....No..." Taehyung spoke "Had I not asked you to come, you wouldn't be here" Jungkook spoke holding back the vomit that was banging on his walls to escape "Shhh....baby, listen, I don't blame you not at all" Taehyung spoke "Your so tired kook, so tired..." Taehyung spoke caressing the youngers face with his hand "T-Taehyung I...." Jungkook began but the vomit feeling came

The younger stood up racing to the hospital room bathroom, immediately vomiting harshly, his stomach feeling like it would come out too.
The younger soon saw blood, that's when he shook his head "No...I can't...worry about myself, Taehyung is my priority right now..." he spoke before flushing the toilet....

He cleaned his mouth and walked out "Kook? You okay?" taehyung asked worriedly

"I'm fine!"