Glitch (Jenlisa Fanfiction/Tagalog) ✔

Chapter Ten

Di ako mapakali. Hay nako ewan ko ba bakit kailangan super prefect kahit hindi naman kailangan. Siguro nga dahil makakasama ko si lisa for the first time magisa and this get together thing is making me really nervous. I don't even know why.

Ever since na nangyari ang kissing scene namin ng dalaga sa rooftop ay hindi ko na mabura sa isip ko iyon. I am very flushed after she left me. I've kissed so many girls before without being in a relationship with them pero the kiss with Lisa is so different and i can't even understand why. Pati utak ko hindi na din minsan nakikipag cooperate sa akin. God, i am so helpless. I've grown attached to her since she show small concern of sa akin simula noon. Matagal na kaming magkakilala pero omaygash bakit ganto ako kinakabahan. This is the first, maybe gusto ko lang makilala pa lalo ang dalaga. Hay nako ewan ko na.

"Hoy, Jennie Kim. Kanina ka pa nagiikot dyan bakit ba kinakabahan ka eh hindi ka naman usually ganyan eh."

I looked at my friend. Yes, tama nga si Rose. Kanina pa ako nandito pacing around the room nervously. I can't help it. Hindi ako mapakali ng sobra.

"Look. Calm down okay? You're not going to mess this up. Act normal katulad lang ng turing mo kay Lisa?"

Yes, tama si Chae. I should act normal. Doon naman ako magalang diba? Sa pagiging normal and joyful sa nga tao. I should keep that attitude towards her.

"Girl, halika nga dito." She patted the space next to her at naupo naman ako sa tabi nito. I sighed. Not contended. She caressed my cheeks and i looked at her. "Friend, alam mo hindi mo kailangan maging kabado kay Lisa kasi you've known her for like-since middle school diba? So what's the matter? Why now?"

Tama siya. What's the matter at bakit kailangan ngayon pa? Ever since nag break kami ni Kai super lutang na ang utak ko. I mean gusto ko siya pero i never loved him. Ever. Alam kong pineperahan niya lang ako at super possessive niya sa akin simula noong pinakilala ko siya sa mga kaibigan ni Chae, lalo na kay Lisa. Then i got tired with his shits. He only became popular dahil nga sa akin. Dahil mayaman ako at ang pamilya ko. Akala ko satisfied na siya sa mga ibinibigay ko na mga material things at first pero i am very wrong dahil tama nga si Rose na he only wanted me because i am very rich. Perks of being rich kid nga naman. Halos lahat pinaplastik  ka na except kay Chae. Kaya ko ito love eh. She is very caring and protective.

"Hey, snap out of it." She softly said at nagblink naman ang mata ko para harapin ulit siya.

"I can't help it."

"Pero why? Hmmm siguro gusto mo si Lisa anooo. Ayieeeee bagay naman kayo eh!" Tinulak tulak niya ako at napablush  naman ako.

"Luh! Hindi ah!"

"Eh bakit tumataas boses mo?" She continued to tease me. Ugh, this girl is starting to annoy me.

Pero i wonder why? Maybe may crush ako sa kanya? Pero that is impossible since never pa ako nagkagusto sa babaeng iyon. I only see her as a friend-pero is there something more? Ugh, erase those shits. Even if magkacrush ako sa kanya she will never get fond of it at iiwasan niya ako dahil doon dahil she is the Ice Queen. Super icy at super cold. Buti nga kinakausap na niya ako gaano hindi katulad noon na para lang akong hangin. I am very grateful and i don't want to miss that chance with her.

"Hindi naman kasi." Kinalma ko na ang sarili ko.

Hindi naman imposible magkagusto sa  kanya diba? Pero no! Hindi pwede baka masira lang pimagsamahan namin. Okay fine self! I admit it gusto ko siya pero super liit ng chance lang na magustuhan ko siya kasi. She is very cold and shy tapos tahimik pa. She is not my type pero that makes her perfect diba?

My point is ang gusto ko lang naman ay malaman what is under the iceberg of hers. She is a mystery girl. Looks like can't do anything but surely capable of everything. I love that thought.