I did it. I killed her. Jon screamed at me, but i did it anyway. It was kind of funny, actually. Sansa was smiling in a corner. I warned Jon this would happen. I knew that she would turn mad. She got what she deserved, thats all that matters. That is not what her people think. They locked me up in a tower. I don't understand. They should be thanking me. She went mad, just like her father. She would have killed us all. But they are blinded by what she was. What she used to be. A sweet and innocent girl. Well, your sweet and innocent girl just killed millions of people. The door opened.
'Arya? What did you do?' It was Gendry. From all the people i expected to come and see me, he was the last. Now he's gonna say that i'm stupid, and that i should not have killed 'the queen' .
'You shouldn't have killed her. You are stupid. She made me lord of Storms end! Your brother is going crazy!'
I knew it. Jon doesn't want me dead, he wants me in a hospital.
'You really think it was bad to kill her? Have you seen this city? They surrendered, Gendry! They gave up! They asked for mercy! And what did they got? Fire and blood. And i was in the middle of it all.' Gendry looked at me. 'You changed, Arya. I'll do what i can to make sure they won't execute you for treason'
'Can you name me one person who did not want Daenerys dead?'
' Yes. Your brother.' He turned around and walked away. The door closed behind him, and the door got locked. She didn't understand all that was happening. When Daenerys spoke about taking kings landing, she said that no one would live with fear, and it would become a world without cruelty. How can people live without fear if their queen burns innocent people? You can't. I wish i was back in the old times. Back in Winterfell, with father, mother, Robb, Sansa, Bran and Rickon. And Jon. Mostly Jon. Jon was always my best brother. They all thought that i was weird. That is was ugly. But if Sansa and her friends made me cry again, he would tell me: 'don't cry, little sister. You should not care about what she says. She doesn't means it.' Then, we would talk about how unfair life was. The pain would go away and i was happy. But then the king came, and we left. Kingslanding. They killed father, and inprisoned Sansa. When i came home after 7 years of pain, everything changed. Sansa wasn't the same anymore. They made her a different person. She was cold, and responsible. Jon also changed since he met Daenerys. What hurt me the most, was that he treated me differently. I always was his little sister, but now he acts like he doesn't know me anymore. Like i'm one of his bannerman. I've had enough of this shit. Its time to end this
