I surrender

Chapter 13

I hear my alarm go off i wanted to sleep 5 more hours i hate waking up for school it's basically hell.

I decide to wear one of my new outfits. I do makeup because i actually felt like it and grab my new ankle boots. I feel like a badass but a cute badass.

"I'll see you later"i say "bye"aunt heather says i grab my bag and my car keys and head off to school.

Well actually dunkin donuts but you get the jest. I walk into school with a coffee. Everyone isn't looking at me like i comitted a crime today thank god. But they notice my new outfit. I go to open my locker. "You surely think you can just waltz in and rule this school"fara says

"i don't intend to rule the school clearly princess you can't take a hint and not act like 5 year old every 5 minutes"i say "you can't take the hint"fara says annoyed "actually you can't bitch"i say setting my coffee down in my locker.

"So go run your little group of bitches and whores and next time remember to not mess with me it's getting old and i'd rather not to have see your ugly cake face in the morning"i say

fara turns on her heels and walks away i laugh to myself she's so fucking stupid. I see hayden walking towards me.

He's wearing ripped jeans and a cute band tee. And black boots. "I like your outfit"i say wrapping my arms around his neck.

"I like your outfit you look hot"hayden says i blush. "I missed talking to you"hayden says "well i was hanging out with my friends"i say
"I know"hayden says i smile at him. "But your friends do have good fashion taste"hayden says "yeah they do"i say hayden puts his hands on my waist i didn't care i felt safe in his arms.

"I could kiss you rn"hayden says "then why don't you"i say hayden pulls me closer and kisses me. I kiss him back. His lips still soft and i didn't want to pull away but the bell rang.

"To math class"hayden says swing me around i laugh.
He takes my hand and walks with me to math class. 

We walk into math class. Everyone is looking at us "valerie your outfit"mr.mendleson says "mr. mendleson i swear i am not breaking dress code"i say i really wasn't i had tried to stick to dress code.

"I am not dressing code you valerie just was suprised"mr. mendleson says "oh sorry for freaking out i thought i was in trouble"i say "it's okay valerie" mr. mendleson says 

Even bubbled head blonde bimbo hailey was shocked. Guess she didn't expect me to look good well guess what i can do my makeup and dress good.

*after class*

I walk to art class "holy shit"cass says "i know i look good"i say twirling "well you're welcome"karlene says "so how are you and hayden"karlene asks "good"i say "so is he sitting with us at lunch or what"karlene asks "i'll ask him"i say "well maybe marcus can sit with us too"cass says smiling a little "oh someone has a crush"i say

"yeah marcus is really cute"cass says "geez ladies i am over single and one of you is dating someone and another one has a crush"karlene says "don't worry karlene we'll still hang out with you"i say "oh thank god"karlene says

"Well i'd better get to class"i say "bye girl"cass and karlene say i walk into art class i continue working on my drawing.

I had started outlining with sharpie on friday i finished outlining the drawing reminded me of what could've been. I drew my mother smiling my father looking at her loving and me smiling. I miss my parents everyday.

After they died i remember feeling so numb.
At the funernal i cried my eyes out. I was about to go into highschool.

i was in middle school the bullying started and never ended my parents had tried fighting the school asking them to stop way before they died.

I felt so alone like i was just being casted out and left to rot. Nobody cared enough they just thought i was worthless. I had no friends and i kept it that way for a while.

It was better to be alone in my opinion but, then i met karlene and cass they were so kind and sweet. They helped me piece myself back together.

I felt okay for the first time in months late sophmore year. I am now a junior. I told off fara. That felt good. She is a bitch. Thinks she's all that. Her possey is filled with idiots with pea sized brains and no sense of how to be acutally be a human.

Everyone hates her. I mean all the losers and outcasts. Everyone else who is stupid enough to think fara is nice is on drugs. I guess most people are stupid.

The bell rings bringing me back to reality i walk to my locker to put away my books. "Hi beautiful"hayden says "hi"i say smile. "So you want to sit with me at lunch"i ask

"are you sure your friends are okay with it"hayden asks "yeah "i say "cool"hayden says we walk to the cafeteria.

"Hey guys"i say "hi"karlene and cass say i notice the girl from my english class "hey lilly"i say "hi"lilly say a little shy "i invited her"cass says "the more the merrier"i say "come on let's get some food"karlene says. We all walk to the lunch line.

Lilly looks scared. "Lilly what's wrong"i say "i'm kinda anti social when it comes to people"lilly says "you're talking to the girl who tries to avoid socializing at all costs"i say

"she legit hates leaving the house"cass says "cass is right"i say lilly starts laugh "see i've already managed to make you laugh"i say "yeah"lilly says smiling. We grab food and head back to the table.

"Mind if i join"marcus asks i thought cass was burst from excitement. "Sure"i say "fine with me"karlene says we sit down. Marcus sits next to cass. Lilly sits on the other side of me. Hayden is sitting next to me.

"So you told off fara henely and she couldn't respond"lilly says "yup her pea brain couldn't think of anything"i say "you're a badass"lilly says "yeah and then she punched a guy into the face giving him a bloody nose and a black eye"karlene says

"yeah i did he said he liked me and i said he was stupid and needed get his brain checked he tried kissing me and i punched him"i say

"Damn but clearly somehow hayden won you over" lilly says

"yeah he isn't a idiot"i say "yup"hayden says "so what made you change your outfit" lilly asks "well actually that was me"karlene says

"yeah you said my closet needed help"i say "you barely had anything for a date in there"karlene says 

"Fair point"i say "i don't have anyone"lilly says "so it's okay i am single too"karlene says "yeah i am just not into dating rn"lilly says "well i wasn't either"i say "but you have hayden and he's a descent guy those type of guys are rare to find"lilly says

"Amen sister"karlene says i think karlene and lilly could get along. I am happy that lilly was invited to the table besides that makes four of us. I'd be fine hanging out with lilly she's cool.

I notice her outfit it's cute. We finish lunch and i walk to study hall. I head to the library i had finished ms. Keller's book in english class and the packet. Math homework done.

History homework done i was bored and desperate need of a book. I search through the shelves "hey"hayden says "hi"i say. "Book hunting i see"hayden says

"yeah i read too much"i say "i thought you watched netflix"hayden says "well yes but i do read books besides i finished wicked"i say "damn woman"hayden says "you're impressed that i finished a book"i say

"yeah"hayden "i am guessing you need me to help with your essay"i say

"yeah it's due on wednessday and i've been making changes but i think it could some more work"hayden says

"well i'll come over after school"i say "sounds good to me"hayden says i finally find the book i was looking for. I check it out and head to back class.